i kind of need to vent something somewhere, and i don't know where else to do it. a while back, a friend of mine got really pissed at me over something (don't ask, i do not know either) and has refused to talk to me since. i sent her a message the next day asking what i did so i could apologize and try to make it better, but she never responded. i wanted to try to fix this, even though that always seems to piss off who ever is already pissed at me, but i guess i'm just a douche bag like that. this sort of thing just never sits well with me, especially when i don't have answers as to why. even if there is no chance to fix this and make it better (which i'm pretty sure there's none) i would at least like to know why, just once, why a friend got pissed at me and just stopped talking to me. it's like having the floor swept out from beneath me, with no where to fall, just down strait down. i'm just left here staring at the loss, looking for the cause, and never really sure.